tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-80516166915234734702024-03-04T20:56:14.928-08:00The Cultural CloverleafUnknownnoreply@blogger.comBlogger12125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8051616691523473470.post-29474793353420684622015-09-29T21:01:00.000-07:002015-09-29T21:01:17.557-07:00What a Plantation Visit Reminded Me about MotherhoodI'm slowly reading the memoirs that I picked up visiting Laura, a creole plantation back in Louisiana a few moths ago. What I loved about this tour is there is no sugarcoating the ugliness of plantation life. Our guide stopped to emphasize how human beings were sized up for sale and bred like bulls, 30 to 1. Some other plantation tours are Disney-esque, showcasing southern gentility fantasy but leaving the horror of reality as an optional afterthought for visitors. The more you learn about history, the more links you can draw to so many of society's problems today. Even Iyanla mentioned how this gets into our DNA when she admonished the men on her show to stop behaving like plantation studs. For the non OWN fans here's <a href="http://www.oprah.com/own-iyanla-fix-my-life/Why-a-Father-of-34-Children-Never-Considered-a-Vasectomy-Video" target="_blank">a clip</a> of the show.<br />
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One part of the book that has stuck with me for a few days is the story about a slave who beat his son mercilessly because the owner accused him of stealing a gun. The gun was later found, left in New Orleans by the forgetful master. Damage was already done, so to rectify it he offered the young boy $5 to make up for the vicious beating he suffered by his own fathers hand.<br />
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I thought about Toya Graham, who was paraded around as<a href="http://nypost.com/2015/04/28/baltimore-mom-of-the-year-i-dont-want-him-to-be-a-freddie-gray/" target="_blank"> 'mom of the year'</a> for hitting her protesting son in Baltimore. Do we really think she'd get that title if she publicly assaulted her son for anything other than rebelling against the power structure? No, she's celebrated publicly because we're still <br />
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inundated with messages that our role as Black mothers is to keep our children in line and subservient. We're still not even allowed to love our babies unconditionally today. We're operating under the assumption that we must break them before the world does. If we don't discipline them the jail will. Over and over this is repeated without question. Last time I checked people of color make up a disproportionate number of the prison population so it's really time to stop spreading these dumb memes. <br />
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In another story in <i>The Atlantic</i> about the <a href="http://www.theatlantic.com/national/archive/2014/12/how-watermelons-became-a-racist-trope/383529/" target="_blank">origins of the watermelon stereotype</a> we see another example of a parent enforcing the will of white supremacy, (It's fascinating article worth reading, but here's the pertinent excerpt.)<br />
<span style="font-family: inherit; font-size: x-small;">"<span style="background-color: white; line-height: 30.0001px;">But Southern whites saw their slaves’ enjoyment of watermelon as a sign of their own supposed benevolence. Slaves were usually careful to enjoy watermelon according to the code of behavior established by whites. When an Alabama overseer cut open watermelons for the slaves under his watch, he expected the children to run to get their slice. One boy, Henry Barnes, refused to run, and once he did get his piece he would run off to the slave quarters to eat out of the white people’s sight. His mother would then whip him, he remembered, “fo’ being so stubborn.” The whites wanted Barnes to play the part of the watermelon-craving, juice-dribbling pickaninny. His refusal undermined the tenuous relationship between master and slave."</span></span><br />
Ugh, sickening but sadly familiar still. Today, we turn our backs and criticize our young people for standing up against injustice with #BlackLivesMatter. Political leaders beg for understanding of confederate flag enthusiasts but quickly call young black males thugs. What the kids see is, my elders will not protect me. </div>
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Can there be any other general reaction besides rebellion? We don't live in an isolated world anymore that hardly exists beyond our neighborhood. They see that the other kids aren't treated this way. <br />
Most women instinctively protect their children from harm, but we've been made to ignore those instincts for centuries in order to save their lives in other ways. It's time to shed that twisted logic. Yes, it made sense to survive the best way you could, but we've moved beyond those times. Some of the protective behavior is hurting us more than ever. Maybe feeling like the one person who should have your back injures it to save face is irreparably damaging. Kids are able to pick out injustice early and are quicker to call it out than adults. The problems of race and social justice are so multi layered there's not one magic bullet to fix it. I propose that one fully within our control is to teach our babies their worth with our actions. Show them what it's like to be treated with respect and demand it from anyone gifted with their presence. Maybe he won't need to seek it in shoes and cars. Maybe she won't find it in the attention from men. Black women are celebrated for being strong over any other trait. Let's have the strength to love our babies out loud, without condition, no matter who is watching.</div>
Unknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8051616691523473470.post-39788969307020998712015-06-01T10:35:00.003-07:002015-06-01T10:35:48.124-07:00Subtracting From The Sum of All FearsLately the movie 'The Sum of All Fears' has been running through my head. Not that it's such a profound movie, but it makes a good point on what happens when people are afraid to look weak and have the wrong interests pushing an agenda. (If you haven't seen it...basically the U.S. and Russia are pushed to the brink of war by private interests strategically blowing up things to make each country look like an aggressor. The two presidents won't concede they had nothing to do with it just in case the other one did it on purpose.)<br />
<a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjUwoTJmoakUlEzjbwepy-H9h5sKpB9CHrzv6ihkXAWcwlmVna5O9JAmotgt-wFk2P5vfwvMcycNlMom8kU1DE6M3V3t-jwqGzCsSgbrBYKLujYK2zjh2HBS0rIAf5xG7ehajRabkVOAlE/s1600/-People+have+a+hard+time+letting+go+of.png" imageanchor="1" style="clear: right; float: right; margin-bottom: 1em; margin-left: 1em;"><img border="0" height="320" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjUwoTJmoakUlEzjbwepy-H9h5sKpB9CHrzv6ihkXAWcwlmVna5O9JAmotgt-wFk2P5vfwvMcycNlMom8kU1DE6M3V3t-jwqGzCsSgbrBYKLujYK2zjh2HBS0rIAf5xG7ehajRabkVOAlE/s320/-People+have+a+hard+time+letting+go+of.png" width="320" /></a>In so many arenas brinkmanship and fear are ruining chances for people to make meaningful change. I'm talking about police misconduct, education reform, race relations and so many other things that polarizing people these days. The government is afraid to be sympathetic to victims because the police will feel slighted. Activists are afraid to work with cops because they might look like sellouts. White people are afraid to talk about race because it might make us ask for something or blame them for slavery. We're afraid not to push our kids to excel because they might be left behind. We're afraid to set goals and standards because they might stifle creativity. Afraid to give because we may be taken advantage of. We're afraid to look soft, because someone might hurt us. We're afraid to listen to others because they may mistake empathy for agreement. <br />
Argh! Seriously it's enough to make me scream every single day. Perhaps because I'm binging on Brene Brown too, I'm ready to just put the fear away.What if we just put down all the walls and truly listened to what our hearts told us to do? Pushed back from the table and walked through the door with faith prepared to handle what happens. It can't be worse than what he have now. <br />
<br />Unknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8051616691523473470.post-72140716572246741892015-04-13T01:32:00.001-07:002015-04-13T01:32:40.014-07:00Kick, push, stop...there's a cop carI was out eating with my family today and had a grim reminder of why it's so important to continue to fight for justice. As we got in our car, I saw a teenager ride by on his skateboard after leaving the gas station next door. It was a beautiful day outside, so I smiled that he's out getting some sunshine and exercise as a Cobb County police car drove by. The boy, probably about 13, turned as the car went in the opposite direction and stood stock still until that car was out of sight. When he got back on his board to continue on I saw the look on his face. fear. I turned to my husband to see if he noticed the exchange and he shook his head. My first thought was, 'I wouldn't let my teenager out alone right now.' I went from full and happy to sad in an instant. Do we really want ourBabies growing up in a world where they fear the police? Have I really accepted that our lives matter so little that Im willing to deny my kid a basic mark of adolescent independence because I fear for his life? I looked at what was in the boys hand and it was a small paper bag that couldn't have been anything more than a 12oz can of soda or container of snacks. I saw a clean cut boy leave the gas station in an upscale neighborhood doing nothing wrong, but still knew deep down none of that mattered for too many of our brothers and sisters. I hated that the innocence of his childhood was apparently gone judging by this 30 second snapshot of his life. Atlanta is a strange place to me, everything good and bad about Black America in a microcosm. Full of folks who think their jobs, degrees, cars and fame make them immune to the struggles left behind in the 'hood'. Home to poverty and income disparity that's shameful in the birthplace of Dr. King. <span style="font-family: 'Helvetica Neue Light', HelveticaNeue-Light, helvetica, arial, sans-serif;">If the last year has shown nothing's else, it's that each of us has a duty to do something. Because no matter how 'safe' your new neighborhood is, no matter how well spoken you are, injustice is something you cannot outrun. </span>Unknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8051616691523473470.post-74737082256135353212015-03-13T16:38:00.003-07:002015-03-13T16:38:47.774-07:00Who is actually surprised about this SAE frat thing? Maybe less than will actually talk about why.When the Oklahoma fraternity chant story broke I was loving this story. <a href="http://mic.com/articles/112274/the-side-of-the-oklahoma-frat-story-that-nobody-is-talking-about" target="_blank">"The Side of the Oklahoma Racist Frat Story That Nobody Is Talking About</a>" <br />
Well now more people are talking about it, but the conversation is going way off the rails into talk about music. Damn, they are good at deflection. Now Trinidad James is responsible for racism? No disrespect, but when I read he had a traumatic brain injury as a child I wasn't surprised. I know smart people don't really believe rap is the cause of racism. They do know it's a good way to get out of addressing your own responsibility. <br />
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This is where that colorblind BS gets you. 'Let's ignore historical atrocities and pretend these symptoms are the problem' delusions. Now I guess we're supposed to sympathize that there's a backlash against them? <a href="https://www.blogger.com/%C2%A0http://www.cnn.com/2015/03/13/us/sae-fraternity-fallout/" target="_blank">SAE brothers at OU facing death threats, assaults, lawyer says</a><br />
To me it's just about time people like this face the consequences of their actions. It's not cool these days to be overtly white sheet wearing racist, but the dog whistle prejudice these days is just as bad.<br />
No Black person I've come across has been surprised about this behavior. We all know it goes on, but just tuck our heads, quietly march on through life until one of these incidents stops you cold and you absolutely have to face it. <br />
The faux outrage is what's interesting. I used to think the good folk just didn't know what went on. Now I'm more inclined to believe the unconsciousness is self serving. We're so conditioned (or maybe it's human nature) not to own your shit. Of course we all do embarrassing things we don't want public, but once it's out there why not just apologize and do better? We all know this isn't the first time this chant sporadically broke out on the bus...notice the girl in the video doesn't recoil in horror at this? If I'm on a bus full of my sorors and a chant starts about hanging people, I think I'd at least look a little surprised. Probably mouth a 'what the hell?!' to a friend.<br />
I remember the warnings about not walking past certain frats when I went to college. It's the extra layer we have to bear in addition to the watch your drink admonishment for us girls. Somebody is going to be raped, do your best to make sure it's not you. Greek life is like church, one of our last accepted segregated institutions. We all know, it just IS. <br />
If we want it to change, we have to acknowledge the problem. Or the lack of one if that's how you feel, just stop pretending.Unknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8051616691523473470.post-52339091735138110032015-03-01T07:01:00.001-08:002015-03-03T10:51:37.603-08:00Patricia Arquette and the ongoing exclusion from feminismMelissa Harris-Perry examined some of the controversy surrounding Patricia Arquette's Oscar speech and nailed it with humor as usual. Someone definitely needs to hear "ain't I a woman?". Sojourner Truth spoke these words over 150 years ago and apparently we are still dealing with the notion that womanhood is an exclusively white thing.<br />
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I totally agree with Arquette's stand on equal pay for women. Where she goes off the rails is the assertion that since they have fought for everyone else, it's time for people of color, the LGBT community and men in other countries to fight for them. Whoa! MHP nails it in her segment by saying she doesn't get the intersectionality of these labels. </div>
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The burden of multiple labels is figuratively back breaking sometimes. It feels like there are very few places where you're accepted wholly for who you are. It brought me back to when I wanted to work for the campus feminist magazine in college, but quit going to the meetings because the other girls completely ignored me or only wanted me to do the menial computer work. Not because it's the grunt work newbies do, the patronizing tone gave away the real reason. And these were supposed to be the liberals! I quit going to the meetings and no one ever called or asked why. I guess it took too long for me to realize my presence made their self righteous ranting uncomfortable. Waxing on about women's rights and patriarchy must be hard when you're sitting across from a group of people you've happily oppressed. I get it now. It's that story I keep referring to from Rita Starr's book. In a nutshell she says, acknowledging white privilege is like telling a kid his mom robs banks while he's at school. Would you want to believe that? Do they want to believe they've enjoyed a position of privilege above others as they chastise men for doing the same? Do you want to acknowledge that your childhood nanny didn't enjoy your company more than that of her children? Or that the woman at home with your kids now while you make your speeches doesn't enjoy being asked to teach your family Spanish? </div>
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<span style="font-family: 'Helvetica Neue Light', HelveticaNeue-Light, helvetica, arial, sans-serif;">I could forgive Patricia Arquette if she thought about her heat of the moment comment and realized later it could use some tweaking. (I'm all for a fiery speech. People that don't stand or have passion for anything are so boring.) But no, she has to go full-ignorant and take to Twitter saying don't talk to me about privilege, I grew up poor. Waaaaa, poor you. Experiencing poverty doesn't give you license to ignore the plight of others. Ex-Poor people make mistakes too. I will talk about privilege as all I want. It's privilege that makes you think you can tell people what to do on Twitter. It's privilege that makes you think black women owe you their fight, knowing the victory won't trickle down to them for a while. It's privilege not feeling your face burn when people talk about affirmative action or welfare, even though you're the one who has benefited the most. It's privilege when you're the executive who doesn't have to worry if her hairstyle intimidates people. </span><br />
<span style="font-family: 'Helvetica Neue Light', HelveticaNeue-Light, helvetica, arial, sans-serif;">Women of color deal with gender inequality. How do you think it feels to try to contribute to a conversation on civil rights and be told by a man to 'make him a sammich'? Not only do we have to feel marginalized around some white people, we feel it with black men. Still I understand I enjoy a position of relative privilege to most people in the world. I have a college education, a safe place to live, food and the right to speak my mind. I wouldn't dare go to some charity and say, since I did for you it's my turn! A rising tide lifts all boats.</span></div>
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Unknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8051616691523473470.post-399818676654974192015-02-19T10:17:00.000-08:002015-02-19T10:19:09.116-08:00Black Families, Fear and HomeschoolingThe Atlantic article <a href="http://www.theatlantic.com/education/archive/2015/02/the-rise-of-homeschooling-among-black-families/385543/" target="_blank">'The Rise of Homeschooling Among Black Families' </a>took a cursory look into what I've experienced over the last 4 years. What I'd like to see even more, is a look into why so many of us are not comfortable questioning the entire structure and wind up bringing a strict school at home philosophy into homeschool. I did it too, so I'm not just finger pointing.<br />
Following the Freedom to Grow Unschool for a while along with some African American unschoolers inspired me to feel more confident doing what I already knew in my gut was right. What's interesting is the crazy imbalance of how many Black people are complaining about the state of schools, but refusing to try something different.<br />
Too often we're running FROM something instead of TOWARDS our vision. I din't leave the school system simply because of racism. That's something we're not free from just because education doesn't happen in a brick & mortar school. Have you looked at homeschool groups? They can be just as segregated as the rest of our country. We are able to insulate a tiny bit more, but it's still that dark cloud hanging over every time someone asks 'what do you/your husband do or where you live in that 'how can you afford it?' tone.<br />
Instead I recognized that my son's unique gifts don't fit neatly into a box at most schools. I thought about what I want him to know and feel as an adult. The answer was confident, competent and curious. (weird that really did just come into my head without thinking. I've clearly had an addiction to alliteration for some time =) )<br />
We're caught up in shoving as much knowledge down our children's throats as early as possible, then testing the hell out of it to make us feel good. It's all coming from a place of fear rather than hope or presence in the now. No one ever says I want little Johnny to be able to sit at his cubicle like a good employee and stifle every inspiration he has as long as he can recite some random facts. That is precisely what we're training them to be though. Tiny, stressed out little cubicle dwellers in training.<br />
Success for me will be my kid being able to support himself, not feeling he has to recover from his childhood. Learning doesn't stop once school ends. If we teach children how to explore, think and analyze without tearing down their self-esteem I believe we would get much farther. <br />
I want to raise a man who doesn't feel he is inferior to anyone. How can I do that if the only thing he learns about our culture is slavery and civil rights struggle? How can he know the world is his oyster if he only sees us pursuing a narrow set of interests based on what's acceptable for 'us' to like?<br />
The next 'rise' I want to see among Black families is one of awareness and joy in being. Childhood isn't just a constant state of preparation and fear. I'll do everything I can to prevent my son being the next one shot in the street, but in the meantime I'll let him just enjoy being a kid. <br />
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We've got that realllll bad! I get that it's years of being the only one in class, work, social situations that conditions us to think we have to represent an entire group with our behavior. (Like when your mom tells you don't embarrass your family in public or at a friends house) That's too much of a burden to bear. And frankly, counter to our goals of really judging someone by the content of the character instead of their color. </div>
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We've got middle class black people mad at reality shows, the rude fast food worker and how the next person wears their hair instead of their company's hiring practices. We should be fighting for the right of people to be themselves regardless of their skin color or culture. There are poor, ratchet, ignorant, stupid, petty, vain people in every group('race'). It's not up to us to fit a certain mold in order to prove we deserve to be treated equally. We deserve it because we're HUMAN. You can do everything 'right' and to those people it still won't matter. So when I catch myself thinking 'Ugh, now why do they have to do that in public' I'll give myself a little kick till I let go that thinking. </div>
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Unknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8051616691523473470.post-8854569364315287572014-07-18T09:35:00.004-07:002014-07-18T09:35:53.324-07:00Still Wondering Why More Black People Don't Homeschool I read a blog post (<a href="http://education.penelopetrunk.com/2013/08/21/3-reasons-why-black-people-dont-homeschool/" target="_blank">'3 Reasons Why African-Americans Don't Homeschool"</a>) I posted it on FB and heard crickets from my friends and a group of folks who are usually arguing about how bad the schools are. My family has gone back and forth between charter, private and homeschooling but one constant I find is most other African-Americans hesitance to homeschool. My White or Latina friends are the ones who encouraged us to try to begin with. (I ran across an old message board post from a mom that told me she's is <i>concerned</i> about her white daughter, but there is absolutely NO WAY she would put an African-American boy in a public school with any other choice. Wow!) Inside the community, when I met other Black homeschoolers they trended to the religious side, which is a whole other ball of wax for me. What's wrong with secular education outside of public school? That's one of those subjects where I've felt completely outside the circles. Our social circle was mostly white people, but I'm not going to shy away when the conversation strays into racial/cultural topics. Makes for some awkward moments these days. On the other hand explaining, 'Yes I totally believe in homeschooling, but I'm not going to your church or mosque...and my hair is just fine unlocked' isn't fun either.<br />
With all the finger pointing we're doing, why aren't more African-Americans taking the reigns of their child's education? In addition to the reasons the author pointed out I've heard I don't have the time, patience or money. All of which are easily challenged. We enrolled in Georgia Cyber Academy, which is an FREE online public charter school. There I've met families where both parents work full time and school in the evenings or have a caregiver work with the student during the day. There are families who qualify for free lunch so they get computers and printers to use dispelling the money excuse. So in this day and age, what really is the excuse???<br />
The more I read about unschooling, my thinking is going more and more towards the problems with education in itself. The system teaches us to ignore our instincts and instead trust grade level standards of readiness. We're taught to stay within the lines, discouraged from innovative problem solving and that if it can't be measured (by a standardized test) it isn't important. If you don't realize you can easily step outside of the brick & mortar public school box, you'll just sit there and complain...for years and years while our kids are growing up uninspired, illiterate and angry. Complete trust in a broken paradigm has left us crippled to change it.<br />
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I don't think I'm smarter than the average person, better equipped than a trained teacher or more patient than most mothers; but I am the one who knows my little boy better than anyone else in this world. When a teacher told me he didn't know his alphabet 3 years after he learned it; I knew that's not who I needed to hand my authority to When we were told the solution to his reading 'below grade level' is to force feed something he loved doing until he hated it like most teenage boys, I knew that didn't feel right. When a teacher tells a student what they want to read is 'too hard' for them in front of others, I knew this system is not what I should entrust my child's emotional growth to. Times have changed. My husband and I were both educated in public schools, but I feel it in my gut that it's not right for my child. <br />
My college thesis was on cognitive dissonance and hip hop lyrics. I wondered how people resolved the dissonance of believing certain words in isolation were offensive, yet did not feel songs that contained them were offensive. (I used the lyrics to 'Move, Bitch' by Ludacris in the research to date myself.) I got a little obsessed with the theory after all that work, but I see it in so many areas with African Americans. We are just too willing to accept foolishness and adapt it as part of our culture.<br />
Some of the biggest proponents (and detractors of charter or innovation in school systems) of public schools are African-Americans. That makes no sense. If you believe the educational system is a school to prison pipeline for Black boys, that ADHD is over diagnosed, that suspensions are handed out disproportionately, that the graduation rates are dismal... why are you fighting so hard to keep that system? <br />
<br />Unknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8051616691523473470.post-55291317200399046342014-06-26T10:25:00.000-07:002014-07-16T10:33:08.335-07:00Inequality in Political Consulting ContractsRoland Martin had some excellent commentary on how the Democratic party does not award a satisfactory amount of contracts to minority political consulting firms. By satisfactory, meaning less than 3% when their constituency is 40% minority. Shameful. Once again we're good enough to accept money from and pander to, but not good enough for a seat at the table when the steak is served.<br />
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Why do we allow ourselves to be pimped by either side? At a debate between the Democratic candidates for Georgia School Superintendent I attended one candidate commented that the other 'sided with the Republicans against her own party' (shudder) as if that's all that need to be said about her stance on the issues. Since that obstructionist attitude has spread I guess we know why nothing gets done these days. Compromise is the name of the game isn't it? No permanent friends or enemies, remember? If you're so staunch in your party allegiance, regardless of the consequences I don't believe you can be an effective public servant. You can't serve two masters at the same time. </div>
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All the allegiance to the Democrats has netted the African-American community what exactly? As Roland pointed out it definitely isn't equal treatment. <br />
It will be so nice when our work is valued for the work...not for being from a woman's or ethnic minorities perspective.</div>
Unknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8051616691523473470.post-58179027566647050112014-06-24T17:52:00.000-07:002014-06-24T18:17:59.671-07:00Empathy, Prejudice and Baby Carriers or Lessons from Baby K'tan on Appearing to Care<span style="font-family: inherit;">This blog post about the Baby K'tan carrier</span><a href="http://www.theroot.com/blogs/the_grapevine/2014/06/is_k_tan_s_baby_sling_packaging_photo_a_slight_to_black_women.html" style="font-family: inherit;"> "<span style="background-color: white;">Is Baby-Sling Photo a Slight to Black Women?"</span></a><span style="font-family: inherit;"> has had my attention all day. If you don't have time to read the post, </span>basically<span style="font-family: inherit;"> there's a twitter backlash over these two boxes. One depicting a seemingly White couple and the other a Black mother with no partner. I didn't notice until I read the company's reply that that box was also priced lower as well.</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: inherit;">I won't rehash the twitter rants because it's nothing new to the usual bitter tone of discussions around race and culture in our country these days. You know the, 'yeah you're offended but who cares because of crime and unwed mothers BS'.</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: inherit;">What struck me is the tone of the response from Baby K'tan. For a company that sells baby carriers, which are usually associated with nice 'crunchy' folks, there sure was plenty of intolerance and lack of empathy I'd associate with big out of touch corporations. </span><br />
<span style="font-family: inherit;"><i>"<span style="background-color: white; color: #4e4e4e; font-size: 16px;">We wholeheartedly reject any false, unfounded and baseless claims of discrimination as depicted in the above misrepresentation. We here at Baby K’tan fully support exposing any unfair and inaccurate stereotypes, racism and/or discrimination wherever it may exist."</span></i></span><br />
<span style="color: #4e4e4e; font-family: inherit;"><span style="background-color: white;">Damn those are strong words. Wholeheartedly reject??? Can you reject another person's feelings? That's a little insensitive don't you think? I thought that was basic communication 101. Wow, how about acknowledging that your marketing may have offended a segment of your customers then apologize and do better in the future?!! </span></span><span style="color: #4e4e4e;"><span style="background-color: white;">I</span></span><span style="background-color: white; color: #4e4e4e;"> just love how they are so final in their response as if the defendant is judge and jury. Well I guess if deep down you believe in your superiority and another group doesn't have a right to an opinion,</span><span style="background-color: white; color: #4e4e4e;"> you can do that. What racist person/company has ever policed themselves and said 'Oh that was racist let me reevaluate,' without pressure from an outside source?</span><br />
<span style="color: #4e4e4e; font-family: inherit;"><span style="background-color: white;"><b>Big lesson to Black consumers: Yet another company that doesn't give a what about your feelings. Take your money elsewhere. End of story.</b></span></span><br />
<span style="color: #4e4e4e; font-family: inherit;"><span style="background-color: white;">Stop going back and forth trying to prove a point on comment sections, just stop buying. People that refuse to hear you don't want to understand. Guess what, there are plenty of people that do care, why worry about the few who are so committed to their ignorance? </span></span><br />
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<span style="color: #4e4e4e; font-family: inherit;"><span style="background-color: white;">The problem is not that this may have been a 'misrepresentation' as they put it, but they did not even bother to try and empathize. Baby K'tan maybe you do think you're inclusive, diverse and supportive of exposing stereotypes (what does that even mean?) but that requires that when you're the one perpetuating a stereotype and said group points it out; you might need to take a step back before blasting out an ill-prepared defense. A crisis PR company </span></span><span style="background-color: white; color: #4e4e4e;"> </span><span style="background-color: white; color: #4e4e4e;">probably </span><span style="background-color: white; color: #4e4e4e; font-family: inherit;">could have helped. I doubt a professional crafted that statement. </span><br />
<span style="background-color: white; color: #4e4e4e;"><span style="font-family: inherit;">And another thing! Someone with dark skin is not necessarily African-</span><b style="font-family: inherit;">American</b><span style="font-family: inherit;">, especially in a diverse area like south Florida. They may be West Indian, Brazilian, French...any number of nationalities. Hispanic people can be White or Black also. So methinks you doth protest too much. Get some cultural </span>sensitivity<span style="font-family: inherit;"> training. Take a minute to climb off your liberal faux colorblind horse and try to understand WHY all of this started instead of being so quick to dismiss.</span></span><br />
<span style="background-color: white; color: #4e4e4e;"><span style="font-family: inherit;">We can never fix this if we can't have free </span>discussions<span style="font-family: inherit;">. I firmly believe one day the dream will be realized, but I don't feel we have to shut up to </span>achieve<span style="font-family: inherit;"> it.</span></span><span style="background-color: white; color: #4e4e4e;"><br /></span><span style="background-color: white; color: #4e4e4e;"><br /></span><br />
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<span style="background-color: white; color: #4e4e4e;">I got one of the carriers free back when my little munchkin was in an ad, and I NEVER used it. There are just too many choices to sweat one product that just pays lip service to being inclusive.</span>Unknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8051616691523473470.post-83039216040565495282014-06-16T09:24:00.001-07:002014-06-16T09:24:20.682-07:00Can We Let Fathers Be Happy For One Day?<a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEi6WjwjiD2VkHAbt5nOQHzZDHOLZq31N0QkwIv-VhHPS-hdCRYSXiwQd70RwC6TA5GMYfNFj4Z0J5p2ct5U44UO3fxe6y8Dp35SdWnvVeeUVf2vX008H9iX7CV_PPk9CEbbEUwBA_aQmyo/s1600/candle2.jpg" imageanchor="1" style="clear: right; float: right; margin-bottom: 1em; margin-left: 1em;"><img border="0" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEi6WjwjiD2VkHAbt5nOQHzZDHOLZq31N0QkwIv-VhHPS-hdCRYSXiwQd70RwC6TA5GMYfNFj4Z0J5p2ct5U44UO3fxe6y8Dp35SdWnvVeeUVf2vX008H9iX7CV_PPk9CEbbEUwBA_aQmyo/s1600/candle2.jpg" height="200" width="200" /></a>Every Father's Day I see a discussion bubble up about wishing single mothers a 'Happy Father's Day'. My mother was single for much of my childhood so I'm no stranger to the struggle, but I let Dads have their day. When I was younger I felt differently, but ever since having a child of my own I've stopped robbing men of their day. Role models of both genders are important for children. Just about everyone has a man in their life that has stepped in to fill a father role at some point in their lives. Acknowledging their role does not diminish the work of a single mother. On the contrary, taking another day to rail on an ex or father who was not present just poisons the well. Deadbeats are easy to spot and your kids know who is there for them 100% whether they tell you or not. Focus on the positive men around us and let their lives inspire others who have some work to do on themselves. Whether that man is a coach, step parent, uncle, mentor, teacher etc., they deserve to be congratulated and celebrated for their positive influence on young people. My husband and I have lots of those. So while I did not speak to my biological father, I did have several people to call yesterday but my mom wasn't one of them.<br />
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<br />Unknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8051616691523473470.post-91756083617334386262014-06-11T08:37:00.002-07:002014-06-11T08:37:34.359-07:00Who are you and what is a Cultural Cloverleaf?I started this blog for more space to talk about issues important to me related to race, class, gender, motherhood, marriage and all the other topics swirling around in my head. My Facebook posts were getting too long for my poor friends, but I realized it's important to get all that out somewhere. <div>
I decided on cloverleaf because it so often feels like I'm at the intersection of so many positions but never quite fit just one. The cloverleaf on a highway is where both directions of travel enter and exit, forming a clover shape. Sometimes you may realize you're going the wrong way and need to exit and turn around, perhaps you need to stop at the exit to rest or meet someone coming from the other direction before continuing on. That resonates so much with the way I see life. I'm in the middle of working outside and stay at home parenting, somewhat liberal but conservative sometimes on political issues. I'm outspoken but quiet; a feminist that believes wholeheartedly in marriage, a proud Black woman who sees the grace of God in everyone regardless of cultural background. A somewhat crunchy person who still enjoys hot dogs and hamburgers. (real ones not just vegan, soy, bean whatevers) I've started to see what we commonly refer to as race is really just a cultural identity. Biologically we're all more similar than different. Our country has become so polarized it's hard to talk about that kinda stuff in any one group I'm a part of, but I'm sure there are plenty of others just like me out there. There you have it! Welcome to The Cultural Cloverleaf. </div>
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